perhaps i'm not ready.
still entrenched.
very bad.


My mind has a knack of poisoning itself in a way I cannot control.
My imagination can be more cruel than reality itself.
quoted.. but i can't agree more.

it never occurred to me, or rather, i never believed, however tough things were before, that joy can be this rare, this.. hard.
come to think about it, it must have taken much to have me take it for granted. much love. much concern.

it bugs me. every other moment. sigh.

oh. sis is back. insights of life 8 yrs later. scarily true, i remember things from 8 yrs ago.
'he loves me SO (emphasised) much', 'i can never find someone who loves me as much as him' such phrases sound... surreal.


"If it's never our fault, we can't take responsibility for it.
If we can't take responsibility for it, we'll always be its
victim."


the intricate link between living in the present and loving oneself more..


just when i feel so lost
open bag. cab. police. statement. foreign place. back but so lost.
when a little would have helped so much.

i dread promises.
i want to bawl like a kid. all contained. ):


当一个女子在看天空的时候，她并不想寻找什么
saw it somewhere. but shan't quote further.

发现理性不能解决问题
真的有些措手不及
没有期待，承担比接受多了是吗？
开始明白大人的顾虑了
所以最终要的才只能是如此而已
　


3 people i miss dearly
over the years.
much to their oblivion.
footprints imprinted.
the bad is now a blur
the good reminiscenced.
as we move on
my best of wishes, silent
when i left none

baona
07mar1990
baona@hotmail.com




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